I’m so… bleh.

My back hurts.

I had to miss my first day of class this morning to go have 5 crowns put on. Now my mouth hurts too.

I’m all anxious and sad and worried and I’m not sure what to do with my life or where I should be going or if its the right time to do anything and does it even matter anyway or am I just a big lazy lump with no self discipline? Why am I nearly 30 years old and still can’t figure out what I want? Will I ever? Should I just go to dental assisting school or become a truck driver so at least I can make some money? Will I ever feel like I fit somewhere? Will I end up a bitter, sad old woman who disappointed herself and everyone around her?

Should I maybe just go curl up with a book and eat a bunch of cheese? Is it possible I’m just having a severe PMS moment? (Probably.) Sigh.

Pity party, table for one.